Friday, November 04, 2005

Good dayz

Despite my eagerness to get the hell out of the station from the moment I walked in, today has turned out to be a pretty good day. First I found out that tomorrow is the last week I have to work the night shift on a Friday. Although I'll miss sleeping in, I'll essentially be gaining another weekend night to do whatever I want with my friends. Getting off at 11:30 can really suck sometimes. It definitely rules out movies, concerts and the like. Also I had birthday cake with my co-workers (which was delicious), "Dateline" was fascinating, the Bobcats won and in about 2 hours I'll be downing a pumpkin spice beer at the Gin Mill without having to worry about getting home to get up for work tomorrow! Yippee!

For a change my life is lacking drama while the rest of my family is plagued by it. Don't get me wrong, there are things I'd like to change and improve, but all in all -- everything is pretty peachy. It sucks to not be able to help my mom feel better when she's depressed, and I can't help steer my sister the right way in matters of the heart, but my own biggest battle is simply with my lack of patience. I have a hard time riding the wave of life; I want to make things happen now. But some things only come with time -- like experience, senoirity, money, friendship, love, etc. I just have to chill and wait it out, and hopefully one day I'll wake up and it'll all be there when I least expect it.

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